Am I on my own,
have to fight by myself
and I know that
This ain't the last time
Sometimes I think out loud, sometimes I pray for some help
I wish I could sleep at night
And all the problems and pressures inside my head
I feel I don't need it
And all of the problems and shit from everyone

I don't need this, FUCK THIS STUPID WORLD

I wish that I could realize maybe everythings gonna be different
I wish the world could understand that I am yet to live a life free of ignorance And everything...and everyone...
I don't need this, FUCK THIS STUPID WORLD

test your boarders...test our boundries...
Beg for our rights...crawl on our knees...
Accept what we're taught...block out the sun...
In higher learning institutions......

Your were in my heart, my everything
this distance will help kill the need to say those words you wouldn't speak
now time has passed, and I know your gone
I hope to see you in my dreams, A glims of what my life will never be

you were the flame inside my heart
but now that fire has burnt out

and all those things that you said,
when you put to words the life you've lived
I hope you feel that things are getting better
and all those things that you did, That made it so hard to try, I hope you feel your life is so much better
and you better off alone!

Now I'm still alive, but not the same, you took with you a part of me, without you I am not complete
when I close my eyes, I hear your voice, Thoes words you spoke were melodies, they soothed my mind and helped me fall asleep,

I never wanted it to end like this
our lives are metaphors
thoughts of us that you can not deal with
while your not medicated
tears were not enough to ease the pain,
so I watched you fade away,
cuz I couldn't love you more

You are the reason why I live,You are my crutch and my excuse
it's that passion in your eyes
that sugarcoated the abuse
we're a plan designed to fail
you did your best to over throw
but I'd rather fail with you than on my own

And in your arms I found the strength
to let myself down once again
to try to fix what's way beyond repair
you had the drive, but the passion wasn't there

for every word that went unspoken
for every night I spent alone
for every letter that I ever wrote with hopes of letting go
for every time I said "I miss you"
for ever dream that could come true
if I could just forget the past and open up to you
but I'm letting go

your the weight behind the blade that grows with every hurtful word you say
the weight applied will break the skin
in failed attempts to be within
you are everything I need, you are the dream I wish I never had
Was good to you but not myself, I let you down like everybody else

You are my suffering, my novocain
the kiss that brought my words to life
the driving force behind my pride and shame
you are a part of my I can't let go
A lasting love that had to end
a piece of me you left alone to die
you were my life support, you let me down
and all I had was not enough, I loved you more than you could ever know
but I'm letting go...

 You built a bridge for things that wouldn’t burn
       (but I’ll help you strike the matches)
Till a spark takes us to where we cannot return
       (I guess we’ll take our chances)
The smoke won’t let me breath
       The fire burns till ashes set me free

So we’ll let it die, Tonight
       We’ll watch it fade away without a fight
and we won’t try, tonight
       It’s much too late to let it all go by

Because these words were never clear to me
       as we dream in the menagerie
thinking about better days than this

And your silhouette stands juxtapose
        to those night that I spent all alone
wanting to run my fingers through your hair
        but your not there

 May water fill the lungs
       of a soldier stationed on a sinking ship
to be lost and forgotten
       like your fucked up memories of me
the undertow will take his
       body way beyond the reefs
to the shore where all the passing animals
       will turn his corps into a feast!

There’s nothing you can say to make this right
       there’s nothing you can doooo…

Well I never said that I would take the
BLAME THIS TIME
but I'll tell the story just the same and I'll edit out the names

You told me that you would always
BE THERE FOR ME
but I don't think I have seen you try

I know, that I hurt you
but believe me, I've tried
I thank you, for share'n your life
and bringing meaning, to mine

I guess I deserve everything that I now receive
but did you even notice just what you have done to me
you became the world to me, my will to stand and fight
I'm cold, alone, and on the floor, and I'm feeling nothing's right

there's a millon fish out in the sea tonight
and I know theres one just for me
There's a starfish I've been reaching out for so long
and I thought I'd say "I give up," in a song

It's so much harder when I see it in your eyes
your someone else's now,
I don't belong here anymore
No need to tell me,
I was never good enough
So I'll keep trying, this is the sound of giving up

I never needed anyone to make it clear, but you look so good
and I know I should give up
I know I need to make things right here, Right here

You burned those bridges down before you even thought about it
You tore my pictures up, you swore that you could live without em
and I'll make it throught, WITHOUT YOU

The things you say just make me want to drink
The things you do, I can not help but think
then I put myself right through
thoughts of being with you
and I always felt I let you down alot
and I never felt that I was good enough
but I know one things for sure
YOUR GOOOOOONE